Weird weird day

Weird weird day ...
Suddenly miss her so much ...
Still no contact maybe it'll be the end between us ...
I let her go not because i scare ...
I not sure i really love her or not ...
I don know i really want her or not ...
But my heart tell me i don love her and just want her become my mei mei only ...
I'm blur ... I already tell her that i not love her like she love me ...
Maybe just let her choose what is the ending she want ...

Early morning wake up because her phone again ...
Hahax ... She always take a good timing d ...
Always call me when i just wake up ...
Listening her story her sadness ...
It seem like become normal thing between us ...
But sometimes the chat let me feel bored ...
Because every time also talk about love ...
But at least i can help her a bit by listening her story and try to help her solving problem ...

Blur bluring ...
Don know what am i writing ...
Just know my mood not so good today ...
A bit sad and a bit lost ...
Emm ...
Singing again ...
Singing can make me feel happy can make me sad also ...
But it a good way for me to sing out all my thing ...
Every word every tone telling about my thinking and feeling ...
Don know when i start to have this kind of habit ...
Maybe start from my 1st xgf ba ...
Sometimes don want to keep everything in my heart so i just sing out ...
I like to create my own lyric have my feeling there ...
Sometime is so nice ...
But just lazy to write it out ...
Hahax hate to type Chinese word ...

Writing nonsense again ...
Don know what actually i write ...
maybe because i'm too blur ...
Hahax ...
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